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by OctoberTheThirtyFourth

Dear future lover,

You will be the first one to wake up beside me. You will be the first one to feel my foot rub against yours in the middle of the night. You will be the first one around whom I will feel completely vulnerable, and probably a little awkward. you will be the first one with whom I share all my feelings – that’s what I’ll say. I’ll say that you know me better than anyone else, but I’m sure that I’m going to keep some stuff inside. that’s what I do. and you’ll probably be frustrated with me because of that. I will act different and strange, and you’ll want to know what’s going on, but I won’t tell you and it’s not your fault – I want you to know that right now

You should know, though, that you are not the only person I have loved. You will not be the first one to hold my hand, and you will not be the first one to kiss me. you will not be the first one whom I have stayed up nights thinking about. you will not be the first one whose calls I have waited for, and whose silence I have lamented. you will not be the first one I have cried about, nor will you be the first one to bring an instant smile to my face.

And, believe it or not, this will not be the first love letter I have written so this will not be as special for me as it is for you.

I can’t wait to meet you.

-Your future lover

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